Stress

I've got some knitting things to blog about but I'm holding off as I haven't taken pictures yet and want to post those at the same time. I've not posted in almost a week because I've been busy and a bit stressed. I'm worried that I might be out of a job soon (through no fault of my own) and have scrambled to update my resume and contact some of my professors (I graduated this past December) for letters of recommendation. I've also sighned up to take the CBEST test, the first step in becoming a substitute teacher. But I hate finding a job. Hate. Hate interviewing. Hate having to put myself out there and talk myself up. I am horrible at it. Seriously. At my last job I lost out on a promotion because, even though all of my supervisors thought I should get it, the guy who interviewed me, who I didn't work closely with, thought I must be horrible at my job. My supervisors laughed at me and teased me. It sucked. My dad once told me, "The only thing worse than my job is trying to get a new one." Exactly.

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[fletchersmama]

Barb, I am sorry you're going through this! I am sending you some positive energy and hoping this will turn out to be a good change with a chance to move into something you love to do.